And I LIVE!


I think that helped me a lot, now I can breathe. :)

MULTI TASK!.....FAIL

I always try multi tasking, but I always fail. 
Like for example, as I said yesterday, I learned a new song in the piano, and in that song, there is a part where you rap...I tried, but :))


So I laugh at myself, and get embarrassed, even if no one really hears me. Also when I watch TV and read when its commercial breaks, I also fail.


But if I listen to music and answer math exercises it's easy for me...I guess its because listening to music is easy, but I can definitely cannot read and listen to music.


So this is kind of like facts of myself :)) Facts about multi tasking!






PIISU ^^

Dull, very very dull

I can explain! I know I'm late for like, 30 minutes, but i'ts because, this morning, I din't feel like blogging because I had no idea what to blog about since my day was very dull, very very dull. So since we were going to grandma's today....yesterday actually,  I decided to post after visiting grandma's. But I forgot there was a problem with that, we always go home late, now you see? 12:30 a.m. late for yesterday's post. :( I promise, I'mma post again for today, this is meant for yesterday ok?


I learned a new song or "piece" rather in the piano. It's the song of B.O.B ft. Hayley Williams, Airplanes. It is a nice song for me...but some of my friends say it's "over rated." :))
Well I guess it kinda is, but nothing can stop me when I love the music, it don't matter if its over rated, I just like it. So I decided to learn it, and I'm glad it succeeded :) *yehey! applause and cheers.* :)




PIISU^^

My sister

Me and Lala

That's Lala, A.K.A. Pamela. She is my seven year old sister turning eight this 24th of September. She calls me "achi" but I call her Lala. We fight often, and I mostly stop the fight...by not talking back. We are pretty close, we always play make-up make-up, and I'm always the beautician. We tell each other everything, may it be in school, or about a TV show... ANYTHING!

ILY SIS! <3

PIISU^^

My throat O.O

My throat is getting itchy, and I'm getting hoarse. I think i'ts because of singing to rough and shouting to loud a while ago for the show down. The show down was creepy by the way, I was sweating so hard, and I felt like people were doubting me, and I knew I was gonna make mistakes...Oh well no body is perfect :D


Now, I am trying to sing a soft song, the song I sang for auditions, and it is hard for me :(
It will take warm water, ginger and rest. At least it's a Friday tomorrow and there is no school, that is a really great reward from all the stress it took over the week. I am totally upset by the way, because I failed trigo! I din't get to study a portion, and i just needed two more points! gaaahh! It is so hard to be me!








PIISU! ^^

ELASTICS

Hmmm...elastics, one word painful. Especially when it's your first or second day, it's gonna burn real bad.These are things you wear when you have braces and your braces need extra support in moving your teeth or something....but yeah, it is life when you want to smile with out embarrassing yourself.
It stretches from my last tooth to my fifth one on the top row of teeth. I would have to hook it to something. 
And I needed to move my two front teeth because when I smile with my mouth closed, my two front teeth would jut out. EEW! :))

Yes, that is what an elastic looks like, the small circle one, and the ones in the plastic too

Anyways, I am still upset with myself, I am a bit sick, and we are given the big responsibilities to take care of our bodies, because our voice will be effected, especially that I have colds right now! :((

It's madame!

Oh yes, its her, the "mother" of Cosette who might "forget to be nice". It is actually fun to portray her because you won't care what you look like, and you get to play with your eyebrows, nostrils and mouth in a strange way for a reason! Because our director, Mr. Dan, said that I should act "bugoy" and rowdy, and so weird, so i don't need to worry if I look weird because she is weird :))

Although, it is hard to act all mean, because to be frank, I am not mean :) And her voice has to be so rough, and it has to have a harsh tone. You don't even need to say anything mean because the tone of her voice is already mean. WHOA, that's a tough job. What if they want to replace me because I cannot work with my voice??? Ohh :(

Anyways, I am glad, because Math and Humanities is done, my problem would be the Give me Liberty or Give me Death thing, Science, and A.P. :|

But I am sure of one thing. I am so having a day off this Friday! :))

PIISU! ^^

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars?

Cause I can really use a wish right now :)

I wonder what it feels like to be famous...will they just wake up each morning and be like "oh, I'm famous!" or do they just wake up normally and wipe their drools out of the side of their mouth, and say "ew, I still have meat stuck in my teeth"?

I wonder, if I get famous, would I still be the same person? Most ordinary people who become famous, grow Big heads. Sure, we would all normally say, "No way,I'm sure I will not change, and stay good when I'm famous", but we might end up being apathetic.

I wonder if famous people always remember that they are famous...

I am very stressed by the way, because it's finals this week, and I feel like I din't study that hard, but I don't know what to study for cause I feel like I tackled it all. :|


Great! I was supposed to say something but I forgot! And I am pretty sure it was dang amazing.

I am happy....because of... SECRET! :))

PIISU!^^

Soka Victory Knights

Soka Victory Knights, why Knight? That is such a BIG word. The burden given is heavy. The Soka Gakkai International, SGIRP drum and bugle core, joined the 2009 drum and bugle regionals  and won as champions, most discipline, and most....i forgot O.O Composed with youthful people, we did our best. We knew, that we already won during the practices and stuff, because the practices is the challenge itself. We gave up most of our study time, and our free time. We gave 100%. "Many in body but one in mind" we fought till the end. We did not cheat, unlike some, I will not mention, went over number in their members, some went over time. We just did what was right, and we got a good thing back. Cause and effect :)


Anyways, the victory felt awfully GOOD. That was one of the best, and irreplaceable time of my life. It really wasn't easy, being a student at the same time. But it is a good thing I managed.

 

I am proud to be a Soka victory knight!  






PIISU! ^^

Me and Devin <3

I am posting this picture, because earlier today, I had a violin lesson, I actually din't want to have one today, because I am so stressed and worked up. And I still had to do so much studying and finishing stuff, but my mom told me, "it's ok it's just an hour". So I was like... "fine".

But now, I'm happy that I had that lesson. Today I learned a new song, entitled "can't smile with out you" and I LALALOOOVE that song! I freaked out, and it sounded really nice when my teacher would play it, because she knows how to do vibrato, while I am in the process :D

It made me melt! 

Piisu! ^^

Anata ga inakute sabishii desu Obachan! ^^

Obachan, sweet, kind, loving, and motherly. She is a very optimistic person. July 24, 2010 in Florida, she passed away peacefully. She has three daughters, Auntie kim, Auntie Lore, and Auntie Techi. Antie Lore and Auntie Techi was there in Florida with her, but Auntie Kim, her youngest daughter was here in Cagayan De Oro City, with her two children, Niles, and Elaine.




She was a mother to all of us, she always gave us very good guidance, I am just upset because I was too young to hear them from her myself, but some i heard, but not so much. :(    She is some one we will never forget. <3




I will miss it, when she comes home from Japan, and bring us Japanese rice. mmmmm..... now I'm hungry. :)) And I will miss the times when she would come over to our house and have a massage, and tells me wonderful things about Japan, and that she will give me an electronic dictionary (English-Japanese)....but she never did :)) its ok, but I was really excited about it. >:)




So A while ago, we had a meeting, so much people. We celebrated her life :) as Niles said. So much people went in front to talk, or share about experiences, or good times with her.




ANATA GA INAKUTE SABISHII DESU OBACHAN!
"I miss you Obachan!" 
AISHITE IMASU!
"We love you!" <3! 
Good bye :(


Piisu ^^

I dream...

I dream, one day I will open a music school, teaching various musical instruments. And producing musicians with full passion.

I dream, one day I will own a very famous cafe. Featuring the best dishes of Italy on my menu.

I dream, one day I will own a very famous and successful fashion industry. Having many branches of them world wide. 

I dream, my friends would stay the same. Funny, loyal, loving, caring and "greene" :))

I dream, my family would be proud of me, and support me, no matter what. :)

I dream.......that the world would never run out of 
APPLE JUICE! :))


Piisu! ^^

It is so hot, but it is so cold!

This started Saturday, August 30,2010. When I woke up that morning, I felt really dizzy, and every single tooth that I have ached badly. I couldn't eat anything, but I could drink milk. But I do not like drinking milk or anything sweet in the morning, because it makes my throat hurt. So I felt really bad. I decided to drink tea, and I got stuffed for a moment. It kept getting worst yesterday, but I thought it was just because of my teeth, so I ignored it. But this morning, I really felt sick. But I forced myself to go to school because I did not want to miss the math quiz, or any seat works because i hate back logs. When it was already 11:00, I really wanted to go home, but Ulan and Evee told me, maybe it was just because I was hungry. So I decided to stay for lunch, and see the result after consuming food. It din't make any difference, except that my teeth ached more. I told Ms.Elaine that I din't feel well, and that I think I needed to go home. So Ms. Elaine told me to go home and rest. When I arrived home, it was about a quarter to 2:00, I was so miserable, so I slept until 4:00. I woke up because of the coldness. :| And now, I feel really hot, but it's so cold!


I asked for soup when I woke up, because my stomach felt very empty, and I needed something warm in that moment. My dad told me that he and my mom will go out tonight, and have this Swiss dinner at La Vetta. OH BOY! I am a very big fan of food, especially food from different places. I begged them if I could go with them, and luckily, they agreed. But I had to face consequences, because it was tiring to change, and get yourself together when you feel sick. But trust me, it was worth it! The food there was off the hook! that was one of the best dinner I had yet. <3 


Please pray for me, that I won't have dengue  :)


Piisu! ^^